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You know, I almost liked things the way they were. Not knowing was better than knowing, I think.
I had a really long post written and I just eeased it. I am not sure how much of my life I can put out there. Details hurt, I realized as I wrote what happened last night. Remembering the exact words in a conversation is horribly painful.
To be quick...after a bit of a fight over Saoirse burning her hand (my fault) and Himself's dinner not being warm (also my fault apparently) I asked what his plans are for when he gets his permanent residency. "What do you mean?" he says. I say does he plan on moving out or what? He wants to stay near Saoirse and Sophie (note to self- does not mention Taylor and Liam), things are not working out between the two of us.
So I guess that's it. I'd still say we need to talk, even if it's just to make arrangements as to how we live together in some semblance of peace over the next 6 or so months. Number one: I do NOT make dinner for my roommates.
12 December, 2006
Sometimes I should just shut up
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I'm so sorry Emma... That's such a hard situation. Having to live with someone for another six months when you know that he's not going to give the relationship another chance?
You'd think he'd be willing to try counseling or something, before throwing everything out like that. You guys share a history and two kids. It seems crazy that it would be over, just because his dinner wasn't ready on time.
But at least now you know where you stand. Now you get to grieve and move on with your life, which in the long run, will be easier on you and the kids than dealing with the in-limbo situation he's kept you in for the last few weeks.
The fact you've managed to stay civil through this entire situation speaks of your strengths as a woman and as a mom. Don't you ever think that it's what makes you weak, because to those of you who know you, if only through your writings, we know that it's your strength that's made this situation better than it could possibly be.
Lots of hugs via blogger.
I agree completely with catwoman, your strength shines through, I'd have murdered him weeks ago.
I hope he's pulling his weight financially and no you do not make dinner for roommates, nor do you do their laundry or clean up their shit.
Stay strong sweetheart, sending you good vibes, this too shall pass.
Bo xx
Although I'm new to reading your blog I really feel for you and can't imagine what you're going through. Stay strong, your children will get you through this. I'm sure there are lots of things you don't do for a roommate, so you stick to your guns and remain true to yourself.
my best thoughts are sent your way.
*hugs*
I do NOT make dinner for my roommates.. (You go girl)
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