RSS Feed (xml)When I read that second to last paragraph about William not telling his family he was coming to Australia I feel so fucking stupid. Of course he didn't tell them! He had no plans on seeing them...he was going to spend the whole time with HER. Oh fuck, I want to kill him. All the lies he has been telling me for months. I even sort of joked one night driving home from work about how I was worried about what would happen between them and he said "Oh, Emma, you don't need to worry about that." And I said I knew I didn't have to worry about him but I worried about her. I had such faith in him. No matter what we went through, I never, ever thought he would cheat on me. I sent her a message on facebook and I said that. I told her I loved him. I said he may leave me, but be sure he will never leave our girls for you. I can't believe the messages I read between the two of them. Talking about getting together a few times a year until the girls are old enough to make a decision about what they want. Fucking bastard. Fucking, fucking bastard. God, I hate him. And I love him, and I think that is even worse.
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21 comments:
I had to read the last post to get some background. I remember you posting he was going to Australia, though. I didn't know it was to see his daughter.
I'm beyond sorry. Something like this always sucks to find out, but finding out when you stumble upon it is even worse.
I know you have plenty of people to vent to. But, if you need to, I'm an e-mail or FB message away.
oh Emma... gah. I can't even begin to imagine what you're feeling.. take care, and if you need to chat, i'm just a quick email away... *HUGS*
Good lord. You are going to incite an international incident ... namely women from all over the english-speaking world gathering to lynch him. I'm mad at him for you. Spitting mad. I'm also fervently hoping that this isn't what it seems and that he would never do that to you and your sweet babies. That is what I will hope for, though admittedly, things look a bit grim. :( Prayers and hopeful thoughts to YOU. I am so very sorry.
Cancel his flight or burn his passport.
I'm so sorry Emma! I can't believe he is doing this to you. I can't even imagine what you are feeling right now ((hugs)) message me anytime if you want.
I already tweeted to you, but I just have to say that Anonymous's comment is not above me. I would do it in a heartbeat and not feel one ounce of guilt.
Emma, I am so so so sorry to hear all this. I've been there and it is devastating. I wish I had some comforting words for you, but just know that if you need to talk, FB me or email me. xoxo
Oh, and screw him. If he can do this to you, he doesn't even come close to deserving you!
Really sorry to hear this, Emma. Thinking of you...
I don't understand exactly what or who is going on here with on this one cryptic post to go on but know I am here if you need someone to listen who has been there, done that, wanted to stab him in the back kind of thing. Much love coming to you from the States.
I'm so sorry. I really hope it's all going to be okay. This is really shitty.
Emma, so sorry to read this. May you find the strength you need to get thru it. Hugs to you. x
What an asshole; doesn't he realize what he has???
And you are not stupid for loving him. You are a wonderful woman woman who has love (and children) with a man who doesn't deserve you.
It could be his age. I am not defending him for one second. But maybe he sees going home to Oz as his youth again and being a young stud (sorry) running away from all his responsibilities.
And his talk of getting together a few times a year with her (the mother of his older daughter is it?) is naivity on his part. He needs a wake up call IMO and before he leaves.
Stay strong. Remember how HE is lucky to have found you and have the kids with you. And how HE is in the wrong with this- how can he defend his messages?
Oh Emma, I'm so sorry for what you are going through right now.
Dear God sweetheart, I am so angry for you. So ridiculously angry. I'm so sorry.
Oh man, Emma... There is nothing anyone can say to make this better... but I am so sorry. I can't imagine how betrayed you feel. Hang in there, things will be better one day.
So sorry...I would too burn his passport!!
Emma I'm confused, I'm not sure what's going on. Is William going to Australia for good? Has he been cheating on you?
Hang in there pet, Leah xx
Holy cow - normally I just read and lurk but this sounds just awful and I had to comment to say hang in there.
So sorry...hang in there, you're tough...you get through
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Thinking of you x
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